Friday, August 21, 2020

I’m tired of being a slave

 I’m tired of living under the rule of the Mob/government, Mafia/government, untouchables/government all the same. Its just the government is much bigger and far worse...mob, mafia neighborhoods were terrorized, government the whole world is being terrorized 

I’m tired of being a slave to people who run a corrupt system that could careless about you or your family if you not part of their family...

Create chaos and then tell you how much it will cost you to save you from the chaos I created, and if you don’t give the government what they want they will take it...

It started in the Bible days and is called white supremacy and is still the driving force that makes life difficult around the world today...

Friday, July 24, 2020

Afraid of the whites

MAGA....lynchings Again, crosses burning Again, white men in big pick up trucks yelling get them niggers as you walked home one night, or a white man stopping beside you and your cousins as you walked to a store not far from your grandparents house and pull a gun on you for no apparent reason, or to work alone late at night in a convenient store to find a sticker that says, the knights of the KKK is watching you and don't like what they see, to being called to come home from work because your oldest child, your eleven year old son was found hanging in a tree....


Please stay home, stay safe, why vote for another Mobb boss...


Put them on a wonder, I have wondered long enough. I wounder why can't I afford a house payment even thought I work two jobs. I wonder why a car payment is just as much as a house note and I wonder why the insurance that I must have is just as much and I wonder why the light bill due, look you got a gas bill too and telephone disconnect 😥 hurry up next pay check, tell you what you outta do, get job number two. Who gonna see about the children though.

Well they do have the television and the phone so if anything were to happen they can call 911, but they still have to get there and I can't leave the gun there they may kill each other, who in the hell made got damn guns must have been worse off than me and that is possible. 911 such a false sense of hope when what we should be asking is why is there so much waste, why are we killing the planet just so others can live the good life...false senses of hope.

 Like God, he never stitches you up but golly gees he somehow gets all the credit, and not that poor doctor who will be in school their whole life because they never stop learning the human body.

God of the Bible and the government all sound about the same, if you want give it to me I will have my slaves take it away, the money is only an illusion  of security, you can go through the same tasks each day and money or the thought of don't have to be used just for us to make it...


There is nothing more important on this planet for a child than their mother. Prada-Notta, Gucci-Hucchi, all while tryna make the band all while trying to make mother of the year, but how can I count as a mother if im never  there, just the three stooges and the lone ranger and Bill Cosby and now Donald Trump.  Why should the television or Bill Cosby, or Clinton or the Don know more about my children than I do.


Always tending to others who have family but refused to help for whatever the reason, but what the hell do I need...I need my moneeeeee...


No time for a man nor the energy just a lil bit of fucking here and there and a few men that I had to begg for some and they still not wanting to touch me because I am this hedious monster who has no minds I just runs wild and do stupid things and was supposed to just sit still at a table in a hard ass chair causing discomfort and listening to boring mean hateful ass women who said glasses want help you. And my ancestors killed yours and this is what it is gone be like for you, sit down and listen, my grandpappy and them brought y'all here in chains and you will sit down and listen to our way of life, your culture means nothing at all to me, worship my skin color no matter how low down and dirty I am, I'm white bow down because God is our father not yours, you just have to worship the laws that have been written, but my people who are colored white can do whatever they want and get away with it.

Being taught by teachers that did not like answering questions or snapping at you and looking at you with hate and making you feel afraid of them and bad and them telling you that you need a bra in front of the whole class. We were taken from of mother's and told we must attend school so we can be like them.


And we wanting to be just like that and not even know why we were mean to each other but nice to and afraid of the whites...


Monday, February 24, 2020

Oral Surgery

I have been having severe pain on the left side of my mouth upper gums for about six month now. The pain is sharp and radiates down my neck and towards the back of my head. 
I went to have a MRI of the head and have been back and forth to the doctor and nothing was found. I was diagnosed with ear infection and sinus infection and just knew this would help with the pain in my head but it didn’t. The pain in my head and at a certain site where my dentures sit was so bad last Monday I went to Aspen dental and they did an X-ray and there was a bone fragment in the area in my mouth that is very tender and now has a lump.
When I got these dentures over a year ago they did an X-ray and did not mention the bone fragment and the new dentures have a lump right at the site where the bone fragment is.
I can’t help but wonder why they didn’t see the fragment when they had me doing an X-ray before they made me new dentures. 
The dentist at Aspen was great, my mouth is so tender and the feeling is coming back in my mouth and I feel it could have been avoided when Affordable took xrays before making new dentures. I went back on numerous occasions explaining how the dentures were hurting my mouth and they would realign then but they were still uncomfortable in the area of my mouth where the bone was.

Tuesday, October 8, 2019

Get drunk

When I get drunk I don’t worry about death or dying until I sober up

All these white balloons and shit

 Please stop shooting shit down, what the hell inside. Y’all and y’all shooting gone have us all dropping like flies.  What in the hellO, wa...